Today was my husbands grandmothers birthday. We had a birthday party here at our house. I cleaned before the party, and then cleaned up after the party. My husband is leaving tomorrow on a business trip for 3 days and was packing while I cleaned up after the party. It still hasn't completely hit me that he is going to be gone. It is going to be so weird, the hardest part is going to be going to bed alone knowing that I will be alone all night. I will do fine though. I will miss him a lot!