3 Days on my Own

Today was my husbands grandmothers birthday. We had a birthday party here at our house. I cleaned before the party, and then cleaned up after the party. My husband is leaving tomorrow on a business trip for 3 days and was packing while I cleaned up after the party. It still hasn't completely hit me that he is going to be gone. It is going to be so weird, the hardest part is going to be going to bed alone knowing that I will be alone all night. I will do fine though. I will miss him a lot!

B-day Present

My birthday present from Jason will be arriving in the next week or so.

I am so dang excited.

Update: It arrived on Feb. 3rd.

Go check out pictures here.

This Year...

Beautiful

Jason: This year: Vacation to Hawaii with my beautiful wife, New job with a nice raise, bought a big truck and a newer car.

Sometimes it is really the little things that count. Jason just posted this via Twitter. He called me beautiful and I seriously just started crying. He is so sweet. God, I love him soo freaking much.

P.S. Yes, I have been overly emotional lately ... hense the crying.

P...M...S...??

I really don't understand how I have been feeling lately. I am soo grumpy. It's like I am PMSing, just without the period. I feel so bad for Jason, he has been getting the brunt of a lot of it. I am sorry honey!

I keep almost dreading taking Provera next month, just because if my hormones are already arigh, I really don't know how I am going to feel.

I am sorry if I seem overly grumpy lately.

Working Late

I am exhausted for the day. I am getting to that part of the night where I could just fall asleep peacefully.

Anyways, tonight I came to Jason's work to hang out with him as he worked late. He is almost done. I was sitting here just thinking, "Awesome he is almost done then we can go home and go to sleep...and I don't have to drive home."

Oh duh! Yes I do.

Let's just say it made me wake up a little.

Working...

My husband working hard!

Waiting...

for Jason to get home from work

Can you tell I'm a little bored?

Just too Early

My mom needed to borrow one of my shirts for work today. So this morning I woke up early to make sure she got it. Turns out she slept in and I ended up staying up later then I expected. So now here I sit waiting for Jason to wake up and get ready for work. I honestly love how quiet our house is. I am not just talking about how quiet it is right now, because it is quiet most all of the time.

TiRed ThoUgHts

So Jason bought an Apple laptop. He ended up giving me his little Hacintosh today. I am seriously excited that I can be on it whenever I want. 

I am seriously so tired right now. I have so much stuff to do tomorrow it is not even funny. 

Jill, I am seriously rooting for a girl. I really like both names you were talking about. 

RaMbLinG

I am so excited to be going to Hawaii in the next week or so. Wait, let me refraise that... I am so excited to be going on "vacation" in the next week or so. I think I am more excited to just get away from our everyday life. I personally need a break.

Jason & I have never been on a vacation together. When I say vacation I mean for more then just a weekend. So it is going to be an awesome experience for the both of us.

Tomorrow I get my hair cut, so I will be posting before & after pictures. I am way excited that I am actually cutting my hair. I'm not just cutting it because we are going to Hawaii, but just cause I need to change my hair. It's just that time again. The last time I did anything drastic with my hair was before Jason & I got married.

The last couple of days I have been cleaning and making lists of things to either bring to Hawaii or lists for taking care of our kitties. They aren't too long though! I don't want to overdo it in anyway. I want things to be really simple. The only list I think I could come close to overdoing it is the kittie list. I have never left a pet to go on vacation before, because I have never really been on a vacation before, so Chantel be forwarned...hehe!

Anyways, I think I am done rambling for now. Time to go finish the laundry!!

Jeans, Jeans, Jeans

Jason bought me two new pairs of jeans yesterday. I haven't bought news jeans in a while so it was a surprise that I needed to buy a bigger size. I am a 10. Holy crap!! What happened to my body?? It used to be soo ... tiny! 

I want to know why men's jeans are so much cheaper than woman's. Jason can buy jeans at Wal-Mart for $8, I can get the same brand there for $16. I mean what the heck!! They are really good jeans too. They don't rip easily and definitely out live Kirkland brand jeans. Any ideas on why there is a price difference? Have you found any jeans for woman that are always sold at a low price?

Photography, Hawaii, Laptop

I thought I already took pictures a lot. I would really like to start taking more though. Like when we go over to our friends house to hang out. Those are times that I want to remember and pictures make that even better. I love photography, I find it very pleasing to take a great photo, whether it be of the mountains or a person. One thing I look forward to photographing in the next little bit is Hawaii. It is going to be the most beautiful place. I cannot wait. 

I have a count down on my google page counting down the days we have till we go to Hawaii. I am telling you, It is not coming fast enough. I am way to anxious and excited. Anxious because I want to get out of here, away from my life, take a break. And excited because it's me and Jason first "real" vacation together, my first time on a plane, going to Hawaii, and spending time with some of my favorite people. 

Wow, when I logged on to check blogs I didn't think I would write anything or this much! Hehe plus I am using our new laptop. It's nice! I love the fact that I am in my room. It just seems so much more ... relaxing!

SoRry!

SoRry I haven't updated blogs in a little while. I have been really busy the last week or so helping my mom move. We are finally down to getting the last little things, cleaning, and doing repairs. I will be so happy when we are finally done though. I am exhausted. Most everybody is tired, sore, and very grouchy. I told Jason that we aren't gonna move for a while. haha, anyways I am going to go grab some lunch before we head over to do the last little things.

Yay!

At the colo with Jason!

Upcoming & Fast

My 20th birthday is coming up in less then a week now. I really can't beleive that I am finally going to be done with my teenage years. I am really looking forward to that. The other day I told Jason I didn't want anything for my birthday. He said "Well, to bad there is something already in the works." Now I am thinking about it much more than I wanted to. I am really just happy that I will finally be 20. I cannot wait till Sunday.

P.S. I hope we get pictures this year.

A Nice Memory

I couldn't decide if I wanted to post this to our blog or my blog so I decided both.

I remember the first Christmas season Jason and I shared together. We put up the Christmas tree together and shared many nights sitting on the couch, sipping hot coco, talking about stuff. I miss those nights around this time. They would have to be one of the best memories so far as a married couple...at least to me.

Saturday!!

I was just heading to bed and it occurred to me that I do have something to talk about, this past Saturday!! The night before, so Friday, I had decided I was going to hang out with one of my good friends Camille. She is just so fun to hang out and talk to.

Jason had got some tickets for the BYU game and so we were trying to pawn them off because we didn't want to go. We finally got a hold of his sister, who wanted the tickets so that her and her husband could go. We went over to my mother-in-laws house to bring the tickets over. While we were waiting for his sister to show up, his mom was flawking her christmas tree.

That is about the time Camille showed up. We went out to lunch at Olive Garden. It was my first time going there so I had no idea what to actually get. It took a while, but I finally decided. After eating lunch, we headed for the mall. We didn't really go for any particular reason, but just walk around. We went to archiver's, did some stuff, and got some free stuff for doing it. I would have to say though, that is the most fun I have had with a close friend for a long time. Love ya Camille!!

Our Poetry

Jason and I love to write poetry. Most of all to each other. Jason is by far better at it then I am. I have a journal tucked away packed full of just our poetry. New stuff gets added every now and then.

I have been meaning to either make a scrapbook out of them or recently I was thinking of posting them online somewhere. Personally, I think putting them online for all the world to see would be way to personal. Plus I would hate for some one to steal our words. I guess I am back to the scrapbooking idea. I just don't know when I will ever get around to it.

That's it!

We are officially buying some sleeping pills next time we go to Costco. My mom gave Jason some to try out to see if we should buy a bottle of them. It just sucks because it seems like everytime he takes one, he gets to sleep so fast and I just lay in bed forever trying to fall asleep. Now the tables have turned and now I want a sleeping pill, haha!