I Love Them!

Here are some pictures from this last weekend. We had my little sisters Melesse & Aliyah over. It was fun. I love when I actually remember to pull out one of my cameras and take pictures.

Family is awesome! Don't miss out on those fun little moments.

Babysitting

Karen asked me to watch Sasha & Tristen today for about an hour. I was happy to help out.

She had candy in her mouth.

I love this picture of Tristen.

I absolutely L-O-V-E moments like this.

I always have so much fun watching them.

Meeting With Our Cousin Rachael

We found our 2 cousins Rachael & Sam on Facebook.

It was a big deal to meet up with her the past week.

I cannot even remember the last time I saw here.

It's been 8+ years.

She's from my dad's side of the family,

and if you know anything about the situation with my dad,

It is a big deal to even be talking with that side of the family.

It was so nice to see her.

I cannot wait to see her again soon.

I Hate Moving!!

I am so glad it's not us moving!!

SoRry!

SoRry I haven't updated blogs in a little while. I have been really busy the last week or so helping my mom move. We are finally down to getting the last little things, cleaning, and doing repairs. I will be so happy when we are finally done though. I am exhausted. Most everybody is tired, sore, and very grouchy. I told Jason that we aren't gonna move for a while. haha, anyways I am going to go grab some lunch before we head over to do the last little things.

Oldest & Youngest

I was messing around with photos and found this one of Aliyah & I. I was a sophomore in high school. We are 9 1/2 years apart. I really love this picture of the two of us.

This Weekend

My job interview today went really good. She basically told me that she wanted to hire me and that is was just a matter of waiting for the background check to go through. I am not worried at all about the background check. I have nothing to hide and I have never been in trouble with the law. I am way excited for this weekend though because hopefully by then I will know if I have the job or not. Plus, I am hanging out with Camille. We are going out for breakfast on Saturday. She is really the best friend I have ever had. Oh ya my little brother, Gavin is coming up this weekend. Up from where? Long story, but if you really want to know I can tell you.

Frustrated

Lately, I have been really stressed out and frustrated with things going on with both my family and Jason's family. I am one of those people that just hold it in and don't really tell anyone how I feel. I am trying so hard not to hold it all in and to at least try to talk to someone about it.

Anyways, while on our way home yesterday from being over at both of our mom's houses ... I sat there thinking about how frustrated I was, but instead of looking at how bad things were I looked over at Jason and just began thinking of how much I love him and how he keeps me sane. To much of my surprise, it calmed me down. I wasn't so grumpy anymore. Thank you Jason for being my rock and keeping me grounded and sane. You are the best!!

Not Going

I decided that I'm not going to go with my mom to Cedar City. I know my brother is graduating, but staying over night is just to long for me. Plus, the central air people are going to be here all day on Thursday. And if I stay home, then Jason doesn't have to take work off. So for now it's going to work out.

Can't Decide

Next week I was planning on going on a road trip with my mom down to Cedar City to see my brother graduate. It was supposed to be on Thursday. Well, we found out recently that he graduates on Wed. and that there is a big party going on Thursday. My mom wants to go down Wed, stay the night at a hotel, go to the party on Thursday, and then we would go home after the party.

I don't want to stay down there for the night just to go to a party the next day. I just can't decide what I want. I am getting angry because there are other things affecting my decision. If I do go, it will be the first night away from Jason since we got married and it would take me a while to fall asleep. If I don't go, I think my mom will take it personally and get mad. I really don't know yet what is going to happen. I was just trying to vent. I think it helped me calm down but I still haven't decided what I am going to do quite yet.

Mom's Wedding Dress

My Mom's Wedding dress came in on Friday. So on Saturday we went to go have her try it on. It was all wrinkly and needed some adjustments, but otherwise it was perfect.

Trying to Figure Out Myself

Everyone has done it sometime or are even trying to still do it.

**Figuring out yourself**

What you like, love,what you want to do with your life, and what you want to become.

Ever since I have graduated high school I have felt unsure of what my future holds. When I say this, at this very moment, I am mostly thinking about a job/career. But in all sense it can stand for anything that is going to happen in my future.

Lately, when I have been asked what I want to do for a job, I don't have an answer. I really don't know yet. In the next couple of months, years even, I am going to try to figure out something that I would be happy doing.

The more that I have thought about having a baby, I have come to the point where I think I still need time for Jason and I. It took a while for me to realize it. I was getting really baby hungry for a while. I do know that when it happens, whether we plan for it or not, it will be a very exciting time in our lives. I can't wait to be a mother when ever it may happen.

Wedding in July

My mom is planning on getting married on July 5, 2008. It is so awesome that she has found some one to finally love forever. The wedding will not be here in Utah. It is going to be in California. So, it is going to be way hot. I am helping my mom plan for the wedding, with all of the chaos that goes into a wedding. I thought I had pictures of her wedding dress on my computer, but forgot we took her camera that day. I will have to get them from her.

Helping Out

My little brother, Kelton is having a hard time right now. With school and just being a teenager period. He ran away a couple of weeks ago and gave us all a big scare when we got a call from the police telling us he was in the hospital. He said he ran because he was under a lot of stress and didn't want to go to school. He knew he would get into trouble, so he ran. It scared us all so much. If no one had found him he could of froze to death. I don't even want to think about that. I am just glad that I still have my brother. He just needs a little help.

I have volunteered and have been helping him get his homework done. Letting him know that I am here to help. And school doesn't have to be boring or that you have to hate it completely. I don't want him to get to where I am. So far behind that he needs to go to school for an extra year. It sucks. I hope that I can help him enough that he will trust me for the future.

Thanksgiving...a lot to do

I never thought or let alone knew how hard it is to plan Thanksgiving. I am not totally planning it all by myself, thank goodness, but It is going to be a trick to fit 30 people in our front room and kitchen. I know we can do it. Plus, we have to still contribute with preparing the food. I really don't mind it is just a lot to do. But, that's just how the holidays are.

We were so excited the other day because we bought our Christmas tree for this year. It is a fake, just cause it is way easier. This year we bought a white tree. We have a theme of white, blue, and silver this year. It is going to look so cool. We wanted to actually put it up early this year. And we totally would have but then we both remembered that we still have the Thanksgiving Dinner at our house. I was totally bummed, but understood that I just had to wait to enjoy the Christmas season. I am patient...I think! Haha

I am way excited though because Jill and Steve are coming down from Arizona for Thanksgiving. I don't get to see them that often.

I am just excited period. The holidays are fun!

Fun, but not fun!

This past weekend was so much fun! Jason and I spent this whole weekend spending time with Kile & Aubree. We went on a bike ride on Monday...so labor day. I guess I got to much sun or something. But anyways, I ended up throwing up for the rest of the night not fun. Other than that part, my weekend was great. I am okay now...if you were wondering. I still have the worst headache but feel soo much better. Here are some pictures:

The bike trail


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